Wouldn’t Change A Thing
If I could have another time around the wheel
If I could live my life again
If I could be anyone who I wanted to be
I’d probably end up just the same
My life’s been good to me
Kind of strange
I always wanted it that way
The goals some people may have wanted me to reach
Just weren’t for me
I couldn’t play their game
I wouldn’t change a thing
Some folks just drifted into lives they never wanted
They don’t know why; somehow they ended up that way
They wake up in the morning, trapped by circumstances
Or some bad luck that found them on the way
They’re scared they’ll find out
There’s nothing worth believing
So they hold on tight
To anything that they can
Some get religion; some get rich
Some just stay high
Some want to start all over again
I wouldn’t change a thing
Every wrong step that I took
Every mistake that I made
Put me on the road that led me here
I had regrets and then I let them go
I don’t live life in the rear view mirror
Some days I look around and wonder how I got here
Sometimes I’m sure there must be more
Some nights I sit outside with friends I can depend on
While we wonder what the future has in store
My life’s been good to me
Kind of strange
I always wanted it that way
The goals some people may have wanted me to reach
Just weren’t for me
I couldn’t play their game
I wouldn’t change a thing
© Words and music by Jim Patton
We’re Not So Different
My Daddy was an engineer
A military man
He played shortstop in college
He could fix things with his hands
While I was never handy
I gave up college for a band
Failed my Army physical
He was not my biggest fan
We talked about the Orioles
Instead of Vietnam
He taught me by example
Though I did not see it then
We argued over Nixon
He hated my long hair
But that was just the smaller stuff
That happened everywhere
You know, we’re not so different
Though we thought we were for years
Sometimes our words brought anger
Driven by our fears
But he taught me how to stand up
For whatever I believed
You know, we’re not so different
That’s just how it seemed
Then we worked on my old car
In my Daddy’s drive
I needed help, he flipped a switch,
The engine came alive
I said: “Hey Dad, Why didn’t I
Inherit that from you?”
And he said: “I don’t know, son,
How come I can’t write a tune?”
He looked at me with different eyes
Once he saw me as a man
Then he saw a lot in me
He didn’t used to understand
I never joined the Army
He never wrote a song
But we are not so different
I should have known that all along
You know, we’re not so different
Though we thought we were for years
Sometimes our words were angry
Driven by our fears
But he taught me how to stand up
For whatever I believed
No, we’re not so different
That’s just how it seemed
You know, we’re not so different
That’s just how we were perceived
© words and music by Jim Patton and Albert Keith
Hard Times
Old man McCartney finally died
Went to his grave unsatisfied
Gravedigger wishes he was under that hill
When he comes home to his stack of unpaid bills
You remember Frank who lived on Jennings Road?
Bank foreclosed, he ain’t got no home
These are hard times
New mother sneaks out in the middle of the night
Leaves her baby crying by the riverside
Night clerk says: “This town’s a joke!”
Takes the money from the register and goes for broke
Sirens screaming in the early morning rain
Times like these drive a man insane
These are hard times
Stockbroker driving his coupe de ville
Money’s rolling in to Capitol Hill
Everybody’s asking: “Which way to the top?”
Somebody always wants what somebody else has got
Some guy’s dressed up in red, white, and blue
He’s lying to me and he’s lying to you too
These are hard times
© words and music by Jim Patton and Lew Morris
Goodbye Joe Williams
If he looked like a carnival barker
He came by it honestly
Cause he used to work the midways
From Texas to Tennessee
Then he moved down to the Gulf Coast
Made his home out on the beach
With a couple of rags and a lean-to
And whatever he could scrounge to eat
I did not know him way back when
He was strung out on heroin
Or when he went to jail
For petty theft and loitering
But my life was all the richer
Because he was my friend
Goodbye to you Joe Williams
I’ll see you round the bend
He joined the music business
Where con artists fit right in
And in that world of thieves and crooks
He became an honest man
He used to book a redneck bar
Where I played with my first band
And it was after a party at his house
We played the 8X10
And while he was our manager
He ran the Club Tic Toc
Where at night the sign flashed: “Girls Girls Girls”
Off Baltimore’s famous Block
My life was all the richer
Because he was my friend
Goodbye to you Joe Williams
I’ll see you round the bend
He came to a show in Baltimore
On a cold November night
Told us he was proud of us
We didn’t know
He was saying goodbye
I saw him down a thousand times
But he always got back up
I guess he hit rock bottom
I guess the world became too much
I’ll never know just what it was
That made him quit the fight
But sometimes he saw darkness
When surrounded by the light
Maybe it had been too long
Since a friend called out his name?
He believed in all of us
And we’ll never be the same
Our lives were all the richer
Because he was our friend
Goodbye to you Joe Williams
We’ll see you round the bend
We’ll see you round the bend
Goodbye to you my friend
Goodbye Joe Williams
© Words & music by Jim Patton
My Friends Seemed Like Strangers
Well I went to a party in Catonsville
My closest friends were there
Everybody talking and laughing
Good music everywhere
But I felt out of place and I wandered away
Through a cul de sac of broken dreams
I don’t know when we drifted apart
But my friends seemed like strangers to me
I don’t feel close to anyone
It’s time I left this town
They’re cynical and cold and trying to prove
They’ve reached some higher ground
They say my attitude’s wrong and it’s me that’s changed
Maybe they see what I can’t see
But all around me everybody was running scared
And my friends seemed like strangers to me
Some had just stopped trying;
Might as well have started dying
Some were telling me the only way to live
Some still wanted to be famous
Most were unhappy
Some had given all they thought they had to give
I went upstairs looking for someone
To hang out with for awhile
Somebody openhearted
To make it all worthwhile
But my friends kept talking about the end of our world
All about the days that used to be
And I never felt so low as I did that night
When my friends seemed like strangers to me
© words and music by Jim Patton
Mean Old Man
Mean old man, I won’t see you again
Mean old man, I won’t see you again
You won’t have to shake my hand
Or pretend you are my friend
Mean old man, I won’t see you again
You had everything a man could need
Everything a man could need
But you didn’t have enough
To satisfy your greed
You had everything a man could need
You chased your friends away
You chased your friends away
No one could disagree
With anything you’d say
So you chased your friends away
You treated everyone like dirt
You treated everyone like dirt
Your words were cruel and angry
And guaranteed to hurt
You treated everyone like dirt
You’ll die in Baltimore
You’ll die back in Baltimore
But I won’t shed no tears
Cause I just don’t care no more
You’ll die back in Baltimore
There’ll be no flowers on your grave
There’ll be no flowers on your grave
Your epitaph will read
“He never once forgave”
There’ll be no flowers on your grave
I wrote this song for you
I wrote this song for you
I know you’re probably wondering
If it’s worth your while to sue
I wrote this song for you
Mean old man, I won’t see you again
Mean old man, I won’t see you again
You won’t have to shake my hand
Or pretend you are my friend
Mean old man, I won’t see you again
© words and music by Jim Patton
I Didn’t Stay Down
Two big Tennessee Boys
Beat me up down by the creek
I was smallest in my class
So they figured I was weak
If youre a little too bright
In a dead end town
Some local bullies
Will start pushing you around
But I didn’t stay down
I didn’t stay down
Mouth full of mud
Face full of blood
But I, I didn’t stay down
A bunch of kids gathered round
Told me to play dead
But white hot rage
Came over me instead
I kept getting up
Though my shirt turned bloody red
The crowd shouted: leave him alone
And those bullies fled
Because I didn’t stay down
I didn’t stay down
Mouth full of mud
Face full of blood
But I didn’t stay down
They say what doesn’t kill you
Only makes you stronger
And those Tennessee boys
Couldn’t hurt me any longer
Face down in the mud
The truth that I found
Sometimes winning means just
Getting off the ground
So I didn’t stay down
I didn’t stay down
Mouth full of mud
Face full of blood
But I didn’t stay down
I didn’t stay down
I didn’t stay down
words and music by Jim Patton, Jerry Mayer, and Frank Mirenzi
Everyone Needs Someone (To Look Down On)
Well, a governor looks up to a president
And a president wants to be king
But they both have someone they can look down on
And that’s the most important thing
Everyone needs someone to look down on
A boss looks down on the people he bosses
Then one of those guys starts bossing you
So you take it out on some guy in a bar
With a weird accent or a strange tattoo
You just need someone to look down on
Everyone needs someone to look down on
A wife might look down on her husband
Cause of something he probably did
And he starts looking for somebody to blame
And he ends up with his kid
He needs someone to look down on
Someone who compared to him looks small
But it isn’t much fun when you’re on the bottom
And you don’t have anyone you can look down on at all
A rich man looks down on a poor man
And a poor man looks down on his shoes
And maybe he gets angry and picks up a gun
And says: “What the hell have I got to lose?”
He just needs someone to look down on
Everyone needs someone to look down on
Now there’s plenty of people around this town
Who might look down on what I am
But I must confess I look down on them
So I really don’t give a damn
Everyone needs someone to look down on
We like having someone underneath our feet
The secret is out!
We all need someone to look down on
Maybe you’ll excuse me for being so indiscreet
© written by Frank Mirenzi & Jim Patton
On a Hilltop by Old County Road
They sat on the ground
At the top of the hill
Where her street
Met Old County Road
He asked if she was sleeping
With that guy from Ohio
She wished she could have said no
The rest of the day
Was like a bad dream
Everything heightened and bold
That day was the loss of his innocence
On a hilltop by Old County Rd
She remembers that day so well, so well
Her loss was permanent too
From the top of the hill
Her life spiraled down
She could no longer tell what was true
A series of lovers, drinking and drugs,
A past that wouldn’t let go
Something inside her died that day
On a hilltop by Old County Rd
He fell apart
For a number of years
That seemed so dark at the time
Then he fell in love
And finally broke loose
Of the grip she had on his mind
She made amends a million years later
Catching them both by surprise
She said she was sorry
It was a drunken mistake
She’d carried it all of her life
These days she looks back
With regret but not shame
Another unchosen road
Now it’s just something that happened
On a hilltop by Old County Rd
Oh yeah, it’s just something that happened
On a hilltop by Old County Rd
© words and music by Jim Patton
Happy Family
See the family portrait
Hanging on the wall
20 people happy then
The picture says it all
Then everybody got divorced
Except for Sher and me
And that was just the first blow
To our happy family
Daddy died; then Mom got sick
Chaos everywhere
Old resentments bubbled up
I didn’t know were there
When money came around
It was followed close by greed
That’s really all you need to know
About our happy family
Who took all the silver?
Where did the piano go?
Where are all Dad’s 78s?
Were they sold on Antique Row?
That picture didn’t represent
What we all should have known
Bickering in public
Irritated tones
Now there’s no more common ground
No more fantasy
No more use pretending ‘bout
Our happy family
Who took all the silver?
Where did the piano go?
Where are all Dad’s 78s?
Were they sold on Antique Row?
See the family portrait
Now it’s history
All that’s left are memories of
Our happy family
© words and music by Jim Patton and Kate Patton
(Kate Patton is represented by BMI)
Deep in My Heart
You came up to me with your eyes open wide
You’d just flown too close to the sun
Your wings had been burned and you’d lost all your pride
Oh babe, you were a desperate one
So I gave you what comfort I could in the night
With the sweetness of love when it’s new
And we shared something deeper than darkness or light
Like you were someone I already knew
If your life is as empty and broken tonight
As a Baltimore street in the dark
You can come home to me if you’re lonely and scared
There’s a place for you deep in my heart
There’s a place somewhere deep in my heart
We burned like a comet for a moment in time
Two people spinning as one
Then it was over; I guess you got scared
The magic was suddenly gone
You went away when you thought you had healed
Guess we weren’t the permanent kind
I was too stubborn to follow your road
And you were not ready for mine
If your life is as empty and broken tonight
As a Baltimore street in the dark
You can come home to me if you’re lonely and scared
There’s a place for you deep in my heart
There’s a place somewhere deep in my heart
I wonder if you’re up in Boston tonight
Or living outside of L.A.
Or waiting on tables or raising a family
Or keeping alive an old flame
And I wonder if you ever think about me
‘Cause I never forgot about you
I hold onto that time in the back of my mind
When I need something honest and true
If your life is as empty and broken tonight
As a Baltimore street in the dark
You can come home to me if you’re lonely and scared
There’s a place for you deep in my heart
There’s a place somewhere deep in my heart
There’s a place for you deep in my heart
There’s a place somewhere deep in my heart
© words & music by Jim Patton
Ghosts In This Room Tonight
There are ghosts in this room tonight
Haunting every word I say
There are ghosts in this room tonight
Friends we lost along the way
They never left me; they’re still by my side
You just can’t see them cause they’re painfully shy
There are ghosts in this room tonight
Haunting every word I sing
There are ghosts in this room tonight
Haunting every word I speak
Every thought, every mannerism,
Everything that makes me “me”
I owe a debt I can never repay
But you can bet I’m gonna try to anyway
There are ghosts in this room tonight
Haunting every word I sing
There’s a ghost in this room tonight
Haunting every note I play
Even if I wanted to
I couldn’t make him go away
He’s such a part of me
After all these years
I look for his applause
And hold back my tears
There’s a ghost in this room tonight
Haunting every word I sing
There are ghosts in this room tonight
Haunting every word I sing
© words and music by Jim Patton